Detail Pictures of My New Angel!

Just wanted to share these detailed pictures.

My newest Angel is available on 

PFATT Marketplace

New Angel available on PFATT Marketplace

Juanita a Christmas Angel

She goes on sale tomorrow, Dec. 10th, at 2PM central time.

 I hope you are having fun getting ready for the holidays. I have rearranged my entire house for the third time in 3 months and I think I finally have it just perfect.

I will be hosting Christmas dinner this year so I am focused on getting everything ready. 

I haven't hosted for years so this is something different for me.

I got new dishes for the occasion too!

They are from Bed,Bath and Beyond.

I love them-everything goes with them!

Here is a little pic-ie:

Aren't they pretty?

 I have a few pieces of red and white Spode transferware that look so pretty with them!

I'm trying hard to focus on my family and not think too much about recent losses.

Life must go on, so I am plowing forward; enjoying my new grand daughter and looking forward to everyone coming home again for the holidays.

And I did finally got my chickens! They range in my backyard most days and whenever I catch a glimpse of them out there I get that warm homey-farmhouse feeling.

It's good!

hugz,

~Annie

Isabel and Bella-our Buff Orpington

All four about 4 weeks old

Long Absence and Paradigm Shift

Please forgive me for this long absence from the blog. Our family has undergone a great deal of suffering in the last 3 months. It has taken me this long to get my "sea legs" back. I am slowly getting back to even wanting to make art.

 On August 16, my dear beloved brother Edward inexplicably passed away. He died of natural causes, suddenly, and without any chance of saying goodbye, of telling him how incredibly dear he is to us, with out any fan fare.

I was visited in the night by a police chaplain.

 I sat there blinking awake and trying to comprehend. 

And from that moment my life, the lives of all my children and my husband, and the lives of many in our community were changed forever.

Fr. Edward Seisser was more than a brother to me.

 He was my confidant, my spiritual father, at times my savior, and patriarch of my family, both immediate and extended.

He was our pastor, our teacher, our principal, coach, devoted uncle, guidance counselor, baptist, evangelist and friend.

He was there for every single important event of my life, from wedding day, to births, to baptisms, confirmations, every single holiday save one, and every pitfall I fell into.

He shared everything with my family; all important events and unimportant events. My children were his children. He made all things possible for us. Things we only dreamed about he turned into reality with his quiet confidence and steady love and support.

We depended on him so much and never made a move without at least considering what he would think if not actually consulting him.

I am 52 years old and I don't know what I am going to do without him there to take care of me.

He was always taking care of me in every way; body and soul.

I feel just like an orphan, small and insignificant. I know everything will be ok, because he taught me to always, always trust in the Divine Will. 

And I do.

But the pain of it, you know? 

Its just always there. 

We try to go on, put up a brave face. Try to comfort all the people who's lives he touched who are hurting as well. Allow them to comfort us. Feel incredibly thankful for their sincere warm wishes and their prayers.

And somehow try to go on.

PFATT Update and New Baby Chicks!!

Belle;An Oil Painted Doll

Check out PFATT Marketplace today at noon(pacific time) for my new folk doll! At least I've done SOMETHING with the oils!!! LOL!

UPDATE~UPDATE~UPDATE~UPDATE~UPDATE~UPDATE

My daughter(who is 8 months pregnant) and her husband just bought their first house and I have been helping them move. Also, my day old baby chicks arrived last week!! WOOT!

I am finally a chicken keeper!!

Dream come true guys!!!

We are part of a backyard chicken program in our town, so I was only allowed to get 4. But hey, thats fine with me!! Cannot WAIT for the eggs!!

LOL!

This is Bunny, an Easter Egger

This is Sparkle, she is a Speckled Sussex

This is Bella, a Buff Orpington

And this is Raptor, a Golden Wyandotte(she is a girl, my husband named her!)

So this is what has been occupying almost all of my time lately!

Ha! 

I'm so happy!!

XOXO

~Annie

Isabel and Bella

Daily Painting, Keeping the Studio Clean, and Personal Symbolism

Well I  pulled out the oils, got my self set up, and then proceeded to paint the ugliest painting ever! Ha! LOL!

oli painting number 1 from reference photo july 15

 It IS awful, and it was a lot harder than I thought it was going to be!

But I am determined to share anyway.

 I want to document this process so that I will hopefully be able to see improvement(if any!)

This was done on an 8" by 8" panel. After I was finished I took a picture and then wiped it off the panel!

I did this for 2 reasons-to consciously NOT take this process TOO seriously. It is practice and I don't need to get attached to every painting. And because I don't want a lot of lousy paintings hanging around my studio discouraging me. 

I know enough about myself and my process that if I have a lot of unfinished work staring at me, or work I don't like, I will avoid going into the studio at all. 

I have found that a clean studio is inspiring to me, like a blank canvas ready for creating something new. But if I let me studio get cluttered with lots of work I feel uneasy about, or unfinished pieces I feel bogged down and uninspired. 

So to make myself feel better I decided to pull out my tried and true Neocolor 2 Water Soluable Artist Crayons and do a painting on my favorite paper-Fabriano Artistico 140 lb. Hot Prress Watercolor paper. Yay! 

I buy this paper at my local Blick Art Supply in the 20" by 30" sheets and then cut it down to 9" by 11". This is the size I have been using for all of my Lifebook lessons this year as well. 

LOVE this paper!

Then I did this painting:

Drought Relief

Ah yes yes! Got my confidence back!
LOL!
This is called Drought Relief
I haven't really explained what is going on and what my symbolism is in the past because, well it is mostly very personal.  I have been thinking a lot about my own personal symbolism lately-what that would be about, what that would look like for me.
I am a devout, traditional-leaning Catholic. I take my faith very seriously. It is something that is a part of my every day and that I actually practice often. I say this because I realize a lot of catholics in this country are more or less cultural catholics: meaning they were born into the faith but they don't really understand it or practice it other than the obligatory Christmas and Easter mass.
So my faith journey tends to inform my art journey, and that is what is happening in this painting.

The angel is God's messenger and worker. She wears an outfit that is reminiscent of a uniform because she is part of God's army-doing His bidding. The background I have kept warm with earth tones to represent a time of spiritual drought.
The angel is bringing some rain clouds to relieve the earth-these represent the faithful and how their witness brings hope and guidance to the world.
The little foxy in the corner represents God's creation.

This is somewhat based on the story of Elijah found in the Old Testament. Elijah also lived in a time when the world was living very far away from God and his commandments. He had taken shelter in a cave up on Mount Carmel to hide from those who wanted to kill all of Gods prophets. He was looking out over the dry parched land and saw one lone cloud in the sky. He saw in this cloud God's plan of hope and the redemption of man. Carmelite spirituality has seen this cloud as the symbol of the Virgin Mary.
 The idea of this cloud is one of my symbols. The Blessed Mother is very important to me, and I have been close to her for many years.
So there it is; Drought Relief.
I pray everyday that God will send us good leaders and that America will turn back to the values that made her great.

Thanks for hanging in there this long-I know this is a LONG post!
XOXO
~Annie

Painting with Oils

I have always said that oils were my favorite medium.

Yet I have used them sparingly over the years.

I learned oils from the master portrait doll painter Susan Fosnot. I am lucky enough to live near her and have taken several workshops from her. 

Here is one of Susan's beautiful dolls from the workshops

But that was years ago when I was still in the midst of raising children. So the oil paints would come out, but they never stayed out.

Doll I made in Fosnot workshop

But things are different now and I have suddenly realized that I CAN delve into oils for as long as I want! I have the space and the time to really explore this medium the way I have always longed to.

 So to get started I am painting a folk doll, just as I learned long ago. I'm rusty, but its coming back.

New doll~brushing up on my skills

 I plan to go to Walmart and get some small panels today, and then I am going to embark on Carol Marine's challenge of painting a small painting DAILY!

 The idea here is that to really become a good painter you need to clock 10,000 hours or 1,000 paintings. So I am going for it!

I read Carol Marine's book while I was on vacation -I loved it and highly recommend it.

As soon as I can get all of my supplies together I am going for it!
Wish me luck!
XOXO
~Annie

Merging Blogs (or becoming one with myself)

I have recently decided to merge my painting blog to this one. Somehow I once had the crazy idea that I would be able to maintain 2 blogs. Ha! What a joke!

Why have 2 blogs in the first place? I think the answer to that comes from my longtime approach, or maybe lack of approach, to art.

I have always had a problem with sticking to one type of art. 

As a child I always wanted to be an illustrator.

Long ago, when I began this journey,

 (in earnest...I have always been an artist) I was very attracted to primitive art.

 I was a young mother, I had 4 little ones at home, and homemaking was a big focus for me. I was very inspired to create a comfy loving environment for my little family. The values and morals I had been raised with; and that I wanted to raise my children with, were very evident in the country/primitive/rural decor movement of the time.

I worked happily in this genre for many years-mostly creating folk dolls and infusing them with the home skills I had been taught and knew so well. Fine sewing, embroidery, handwork of all kinds found there way into my work.

But something in me always whispered that I wanted something more. I had secretly always wanted to paint. But the call to motherhood was stronger in me, so I put it off and found my artistic outlet where I could-mostly in handcrafts that I created for my home and for my little doll business.

But then one day, when the 3rd chick left the nest-the talkative one-I suddenly felt very empty. 

I was almost 50 and artistically what had I accomplished?  At that point I had run my business for 12 years and even survived a recession, But it didn't feel like an accomplishment. I had never really developed my classic artistic skills. I was a wonderful quilter, embroiderer, I could hook a rug, sew anything. But of the fine art, classic skills I was lacking. I had not had the time to paint in oils or watercolors as much as I had always been attracted to both. It was not something that would have been conducive to my lifestyle-our home was the usual chaos of raising kids, and I never even had a studio back then-just a corner of our bedroom to work in.

So as I began to adjust to a life with more time to myself, and a house that is mostly quiet (my youngest daughter and husband are both introverts and not big talkers), I realized now was my chance. 

I took the best room in the house for my studio (hee-hee!). 

 I have been painting and studying.

Studying and painting. 

And I am happy.

Happy as a clam.

I have enrolled in countless online art courses. I have learned wonderful things from them all. I plan to take many more.

I still run my business by making folk dolls. I have had to let go of everything else.

 I am no longer cross stitching or quilting, 

rug hooking or doing needle punch. I only sew for the dolls.

I no longer limit myself to primitives, but you will still see their influence. 

I have embraced color! 

So, if you are still with me,(sorry this is SO long!) I have decided to embrace all of the different aspects of my artistic personality and merge them all into one blog.

 You will now see everything I am working on; be it dolls or art journals, portraits or oil paintings or watercolors, its all here from now on. 

Primitive, modern, country, or abstract-they are all pieces of me.

Thank you SO MUCH for sharing my story!

XOXO

~Annie

On PFATT Marketplace This Month

Watcher; An Original Mixed Media Painting

This is an original mixed media painting on 8” X 10” 140 lb. watercolor paper. It was hand painted by the artist using a variety of media including acrylics, collage, watercolors and pencil.

It will come to you unframed in a crystal clear cellophane bag with an archival backing board. It is signed and dated by the artist and includes a certificate of authenticity.

Watcher~ $95.00 which includes shipping in the US.

Please Note:

I will be on vacation until July 18. Your painting will be shipped on that date. Thank you!

Click here to go to PFATT Marketplace

Digital Stamps in my Etsy Shop

Do you enjoy making cards or scrapbooking?

 Then digital stamps are perfect for you!

 No more worries about getting that stamp perfectly clear, or centering it perfectly on your card. Now you can just download a digital stamp, size it to the size you want, print and use! Easy as that! And each image is SO much cheaper than rubber stamps! 

Use it over and over again as many times as you like!

Come om over to my Etsy shop to see my new digistamps!

Have a great 4th!

~Annie

Keeper of the Birds

Sold on PFATT Marketplace this month!

Keeper of the Birds

Sold! Thank you!

xoxo,

~Annie

Hey! Guess What!!

I actually got a second doll done this month!!

 Unbelievable!!

 She is in my Etsy Shop right now!

Dream Keeper by Annie Beez

 What do you think of her?

XOXO, 

~Annie

SOLD!
 Thank you!

Queene Bee

Queene Bee~Sold!

Oh I just love the way she turned out!

And her little baby bee!

 So cute!!

Little baby bee!

She sold right away. 

Thank you!

oxo,

Annie

New Paintings in my Etsy Shop!!

Hey there friends!

I just added 2 new paintings to my Etsy shop and updated one that was already on there. I am loving the new spring look in my shop!

 I would be honored if you would go have a looksie!

Just go here!

Thanks for looking!!

oxo,

Annie

P.S.~

I will have a new folk doll available in just 2 days!! 

Yipee!!

Explore:my word of the year

This year I decided to enroll in Lifebook 2015 with Tamara Laporte.

 If you have never heard of Lifebook, it is an online course that runs for the duration of the year. It is a weekly video art lesson, with a different teacher every week. It is hosted on the creative community run by British mixed media artist Tamara Laporte, also known as Willowing, along with her assistant Gracie Howle.

My first Lifebook lesson, Beacon of Light, taught by Tamara Laporte

  I discovered Tam on YouTube a couple of years ago and took a few of her online courses.

 She is a wonderful teacher, extremely generous and,-a big plus in online art teachers-funny and not annoying!Lol!

  At first I was resistant to her Lifebook course because to be honest she is very new-agey and does a lot of meditation and you-universe stuff.

 If you have followed my blog for any length of time you know that I am Roman Catholic and I don't go in for any of that kind of spirituality. I am not going to deride it in any way, or say anything negative about it-it's just not my bag. I am very happy and firm in my catholic faith-in fact, grateful to be a catholic. But I don't think there are enough positive and empathetic offerings in the world and that is basically what Tam does. 

Seeds of Love, also taught by Tam

 So after hemming and hawing for 2 years I finally took the plunge and I am so grateful I did.

 In just less than 3 short months I have learned so much. I find I am perfectly able to approach the lessons for the art, and the spirituality is not at all pushed on me.

One of the first things you do is decide on a word for the year.

 Something that will be your focus.

 For me I am approaching this artistically, so my word is explore.

Lifebook lesson taught by Lynn Whipple

After a lot of thought and prayer I find that this is the perfect focus for me this year. I have basically been a working artist for 15 years now, but where I started and where I am now are so completely different, it is hard for me to present anything to my customers that makes any sense. After all, I am running an art business so I have to try to find my way.

I began in primitives, but for some time now I have not been inspired there. For most of my life I have loved history and yesteryear, and nostalgic looks at the past. It fit very well with my main focus which was family life and raising children. I decorated my house in prims, the deep rich colors, the browns and golds and deep reds. But eventually this palette became too limited for me.

 Most of my kids are grown and gone now, and then I turned 50.

There is something about turning 50 that makes you take a look at your life. What am I doing? Where am I going? What am I going to do from here forward?

And I realized that from the time I was a child I always wanted to be a painter.

 So I decided life is short and if I'm ever going to try to do it, now is the time.

original work in my art journal

I looked around and decided:I needed color. 

I needed to expand my palette to cheerful and happy colors that I would love to work with.

 I have always also loved the colors of the ocean, the greens and blues and sandy yellows.

 But I also wanted to work with brights, cheerful colors that make me happy.

And I also realized that if I was going to paint I was going to have to start right where I was at. So after 15 years of making dolls, I am now painting portraits. Whimsical portraits from my imagination, because I still love innocence and wholesomeness and the purity of childhood.

 So that is where I am now. Exploring color and new mixed media techniques, and trying to figure out how to translate that into something I can still offer the world.

Queene of Hearts

I still make dolls. 

I will probably never stop making them. I find that the more I explore other art forms, the more I am inspired to then translate those ideas to my dolls. So now my dolls are a little more artsy. But they will always be folky-I still really enjoy folk art. My art is just evolving into a little bit more contemporary folk than primitive.

And for now that is just how I like it.

~Annie

An artist is an explorer. He has to begin by self-discovery and by observation of his own procedure. After that he must not feel under any constraint. (Henri Matisse)